Transformation and obstruction (Looking for the way out)

If u have read my “funny dumbass story”
Well here’s the deal
I’ve repaired my laptop
Building stuffs, kinda hard I won’t lie, especially mobile apps especially when you’re the only one doing it.
About the hacking group I wanted to open
We’ve done a few hacks, but same old shi gets boring, especially when people you do things with aren’t as dedicated as you are.
I hope to find highly talented people, I guess those better than I am and if I do and I’m sure theirs no country firewall and internet barrier, I’ll reinstall Linux in my pc.
Right now I’m in a situation where I’m not sure if I should move forward or backwards.
I love the previous advices I got on previous post and I hope to get better one here.